changminium maximized :)

what's the title about?! a new harry potter spell? haha. xD

this is soo late. the subject's birthday was two days ago. I wasn't able to participate in his trending party. I really dont have the luxury of time now (i actually have to finish this post in 30 mins.). Time, why do you tick so fast? O_O

February 18 is... my baptismal day. xD But really that's my baptismal day. Which happens to be someone's birthday as well. and that some one?

tadaa! shim changmin! (the pics on the lower left corner are too cute! and much love to his uneven eyebrows! *or whatever people call that* :D)

when i got under this TVXQ spell, I admit that i WAS a jaejoong-bias. Which means i only watch their MV's PV's, guesting and all just because of Jae. But as time went by, i realized that I LIKE THEM ALL- jaejoong, micky, xiah, yunho and changmin.

Dec. 15 is xiah's bday. and i know i was able to join the TT party for that though i was late. Jan.26 is jae's bday and i was also able to celebrate with others that day. But February is a busy month for me- and i think the most critical too. well, i wont elaborate on things. Since February is a feBUSY month, i wasnt able to do so much for the february celebrants. Feb.6, yunho's day, i wasn't feeling well. But still i tried to do something about it. But Feb. 18...

I was at school, busy rehearsing for our play (in lieu with our final exam on a certain subject) and when i got home i was busy doing our thesis with my research mates. Do you know how much i want to click-new-tab and visit twitter that day just so to tweet a happy birthday greeting to changmin?! but i just cant...

so this is what i did. Get ready for photo spam. :)

the idea started when i was having my lunch that day (Feb.18). i thought, i won't be able to greet changmin a happy birthday together with tweeps so i'll just greet him this way. :D

i wrote it on a white board...

black board...

and even on the floor or our university stage! (vandalism?! haha! i used chalk anyway so it's okay. i think. xD)

then next thing i did made me seem more weird than the usual to my classmates. My classmates (majority) are not kpop/jpop inclined. Thus when they get bored they dont borrow my mp3 player because they know that's what they would listen to. but in defense, i am not weird people. I'm just different than the ordinary. xD

so back to the photo spam. I told you that day i was busy rehearsing for a play. So during breaks, when it's not my scene, i asked my classmates to write a happy birthday greeting to shim changmin. and they don't know who he is. xD But my friends knew it. They know that this have got something to do with TVXQ. they know i'm caught under those boys' spell. my other friend even told that "she's too crazy over just a band" -- sorry dear. You just cant understand me. and don't worry, i don't understand myself either. i just know that i love them- seriously. :D

so here goes the photo spam. xD

translation: Today is Changmin's birthday! Greet him! thank you! ^^

see a hangul? she's a dear friend of mine. but she's not korean. She's just good at learning these things. She also know how to write and read basic jap. (actually i can too, but i'm too slow. it takes me minutes to read a 2-3 sentences. xD)

next photos spams are taken at home. When we were doing our thesis. I arrived home that day around 6pm and we started working right away. The trending for changmin's birthday starts 8 pm KST- that's 7 pm in my local time. so here.... :)

7:10 pm so that's 8:1o KST. I started writing happy birthday greeting's to changmin. :D (i left my research mates in the living room. i went to my room and i told them that i'll just get something. But this was what i did. xD)

you think i'm crazy? i think i am too. xD

and it didn't stop there. I thought "that was just all happy birthday happy birthday with no message at all. so. this is what i did. :D

then i had to continue working with my research mates. it would be weird if i stayed in my room longer. so there. the work continued... until i noticed that the time was already...

that's 12am KST. Feb.18 is already over...

this is actually 12:45 am. i forgot to edit it. XD

and i just realized the am/pm error by this time. Xp

the end. ^^

see? it's really "my crazy love" to all the members of TVXQ. I can't imagine doing this again to any other. just to all of you. ^^

my mom's nagging me. i really have to go. happy belated birthday changmin! ^^

checkmate. Ü

i'm really not feeling well. i had colds last thursday night and it got worst today. But that will not stop me from greeting our birthday boy today. :) *your birthday and jae's real birthday is just one day apart. yunjae fans must be happy for that fact. :p)

and the birthday boy is.... *drumroll*

leader yunho! happy birthday leader! ^^

everyone's loving your handsome poses on evisu now. but i'll go with this cute pose. :D

just recently, i was looking for a song to play on my guitar to kill the boredom. so ransacked my things looking for a song book. i was flipping the pages of it when i suddenly landed to this page.

i read somewhere that yunho was currently listening to the song "Just Once" by James Ingram. (the artist indicated on the page is our local singer. she did a remake of the song.) As much as i want to link you the source, i cant remember it anymore. It was i think already a month ago. but i know i read it at onetvxqforums so you can check it out there.

i know the song but i never really paid attention to the lyrics. so that was maybe the first time i actually read its lyrics. If leader is not just randomly listening to this song, then this might best speak what's playing on his mind now. Read the lyrics and you will know...

he is the leader. so it is just usual for him to do his best.

but it seems, that for what is happening now, he's blaming himself, for his best was not good enough. because the group are separated in two now, it's like, they're back from being strangers.

yunho gave his heart to the group, the management, he loves them more than anyone else. but it seems that this love was not enough. for the two parties can't seem to make up. and the seem-like-endless exchanges are not going anywhere.

the leader is asking just once, just another chance for them to understand everything. why can't the two just admit that they're no good without each other? do what's best and make it better? and find a way to stay together?

yunho is asking just once for them to figure out what have been kept done wrong. the good times should last . "what are we doing wrong? can't we find a way to finally make it right?" He wishes that the "magic" that happened 6 years ago will still last. but the leader hasn't lost his faith yet. He believes that they could get through it and break through it. He still, as every one else, been always keeping his faith.

the italicized part is just based on the song. i'm not someone close to yunho to speak his mind (though i really wish that i am) nor am i edward cullen to be able to read his mind. so this is just ME interpreting the song "relative" to the leader. :)

i don't know if it's just me. but if you've been watching this whole 'show' entitled "lawsuit case" ever since it began, you would definitely feel that the song is in relation with that. But who am i to know? i'm just a part of the audience.

To leader yunho:

we also wish for that magic to last.

we will always do our best to give our help.

let the cassies, bigeasts and international fans be your tinkerbells.

we'll use all our pixie dust for all of you to be able to fly again. :)

so, can i have this dance? :p

happy birthday leader!

keep grooving! ^^

to 'Orange Boy' XD

I just finished reading "The Orange Girl" by Jostein Gaarder. I have started reading it december last year but i was too lazy to finish it. Now that the deadline for the Book report is up, i just finished it this night. xD Coincidentally, the person celebrating his birthday today is an "Orange Boy" for just recently, he dyed his hair orange. xD *please enlighten me, why do we have soo many coincidences? are these signs? and if these are, of what then? xD*

I indicated in my previous post that Jae's real birthday is not jan.26. It is his Reg. (registered) ***you'll understand why i've written it as 'Reg." later on xD*** birthday. His real birthday, confirmed by his real mother is today, February 4. (registered? real? adopted? wth?! confused? go to onetvxqforums or dbsknights and look for Kim Jaejoong's profile. xD)

so, let me greet the adorkable kid with two birthdays. ^^

happy real birthday jae! You are blessed to be able to know both your real mom and the parents that are taking care of you now. We will forever be thankful of the two parties. for the first brought an angel on earth, and the latter gave the angel the wings to fly. Thank you jaejoong's parents! ^^

are you this happy? you should be! you're blessed with two birthdays! :D after school, i'll eat a cake for you. xD

So why did is use the word "Reg." when i could just simply type registered? *this is a silly part. you can skip it. xD*

my birthday is jan.26, which happens to be jae's registered birthday. my name is actually Regina. and my friends call me 'Reg/Rej". Now i think you know why i did that. xD I told you it's silly. You should've just skipped this part. well. too late. xD

And of course, since someone is celebrating his birthday today kpop tweeps will celebrate it by none other than *drumroll* Trending Topic! and the hashtag to use? #alwayskeepthefaith to be trended 8 pm KST. I think i won't be able to participate at that. but hey, I've already trended that! well not on twitter but on my notes and handouts! i even wrote it on my desk and even on styros. xD here's a proof. xD

these are just few of the many notes that i have. so can i be excused of the trending later? :D

happy birthday again kim jaejoong! ^^