TVXQ rarely visit me in my dreams. I rarely have a clear dream-- something that makes sense or something that is concrete. And one of those rare moments happened yesterday.
September 12 2010
I woke up at around 10:30 in the morning. I was still sleepy but there's something in my head but its not that clear. I'm seeing figures, people, places. Until I remembered that I had just woke up from a dream. I was just sitting in my bed and was trying hard to remember it. Here goes.
*this is not a fan fiction. cause after re-reading it, people may think that it is. but believe me, it's not.*
First I saw many people. All in red. Falling in line. Holding Light sticks and TVXQ stuffs. There are people in black leading the way. Then I realized that it was an event made by @CassPH. I'm not sure if it's the 8G (sequel of 7G- 7th Gathering) but the venue is the same as in the 7G but bigger. Everyone was excited to enter, and I was one of the crowds. The me in my dream was so excited to go inside but upon recalling it, I don't know what's waiting in the venue and why am I that excited. (the excitement I felt on 7G was different, that's what i'm sure of)
Then my dream shifted. I'm not sure if this one is connected to the first. (i'm random even in my dreams. tsk,)
From an event venue, the setting shifted to a bar. There were five people sitting and drinking silently. Until I realized that those five were TVXQ. They were not talking to each other. They were just sitting there, drinking. Then they started singing TOGETHER. It was so soft, but I can hear it clearly, the harmony, the melody, and I was so happy. Finally, I heard it again. Unlike in the first part of my dream, I dont know where I was on the scene. Maybe I was dreaming in my dream? But I really didn't bother. Jaejoong, Yunho, Changmin, Junsu and Yoochun are singing together again. Here comes the heartbreaking part.
While they are singing, Changmin, just like a child, laid his head on his arms, head down, crying. But he still continued singing, they all did. Then someone called "hyung". It's not one of the five, and I didn't recognize the person. With that, Yunho and Changmin left their seats, Changmin drying up his tears and Yunho walking blankly. The other three were just there, drinking sadly.
And I woke up.
They say that "a dream is a wish your heart makes", but for this one, particularly the latter, I guess it's better to describe it as "my dream is my wish, and my heart breaks."
