Monday, April 12, 2010

should we have stopped the time when they started to break out?

When the lawsuit was filed by jaejoong, yoochun and junsu to SM entertainment TVXQ activities on korea went on a halt. The only hope for TVXQ fans is AVEX, japanese management whose responsible for tohoshinki's activities. We were able to see them sing together again in japanese television and the company announced that they will be releasing tohoshinki's new single: BREAK OUT. Even before it's release yesasia, cdjapan and all other online album shops received lots of pre-orders of the single. Everyone was so happy about the single- yes it's just a single but the five were all together in it. from the music to the PV so it was such a gift from AVEX.

Then there's the best album 2010. The boys are still making it in Japan. Though they are quiet in their homeland, they are making a bang in Japan. AVEX told tvxq fans that they will continue to take care of the boys- and they sure did. With great efforts AVEX made TVXQ fans happy with all their group releases and all. You rarely see the boys together in an activity now. Everyone is working on their solo activities but AVEX makes it possible for fans to see them working together...

Then there's the release of the single toki wo tomete. Even before it's official release, i've already liked the song. I heard it when i watched Heaven's Postman. Before it's release i wasnt able to listen to the song clearly yet. And i'm not japanese so i don't really understand the song. but i'm sure it's a sad one. Tohoshinki has this tohomobile~ bigeast members are able to receive updates from tohoshinki through tohomobile. *lucky them* and there was an update about the toki wo tomete single. each of the members gave their message upon the release of the song. and here's what yoochun said...


Everyone~!!
Gokigen Uruwashu (* ^u^*) (How are you in very formal Japanese)
Is there a time that you wished time stopped out of all your memories??
P.S I am now
-Yuchun

Translation: Rieko@sharingyoochun

Shared by: sharingyoochun.net + DBSKnights

I felt really sad when I read the bold part. Yoochun wanted to stop time that moment. I think he really miss doing work with the boys- i think they all do.

Holy week came. As a part of my sacrifice I intended not to surf the net during that week. No internet is a no TVXQ news for me. So for that week i heard no news about TVXQ. I think my sacrifice was worth it. It saved me from the heartache of hearing a bad news- that AVEX will stop TVXQ activities for now and will be focusing on each solo activities. The pillar of hope that fans were holding on suddenly fell down. All my social networking dashboards were filled with TVXQ that time. they were able to trend #alwayskeepthefaith on twitter with just a short notice and i think it stayed TT for 2 days. I was just able to hear the news on easter sunday. (i think avex announced it first day of april) but my cassies twitter friends were still sad about it. I can't say that i'm not but since i didnt hear the news the time it was announced i wasnt that shocked. and looking back at what yoochun said, i guess i fully understand why he wanted to stop the time that moment- because he knew it would be the last group activity for now. I always love reading Yoochun's messages because he gives me these simple hints or maybe i'm just thinking too deep. Nevertheless the impact isn't that painful anymore because when i read yoochun's message i had felt the pain already- even without knowing that AVEX will put TVXQ's group activities in a halt for the meantime.

Right now they are concentrating on solo activities. Magazine covers, endorsements, drama, single, SOLO. Melody can be made by one person but there's no harmony if you don't do it with others. I always say that i miss them. But what is there to miss? We are still updated of what they are doing now. But when i watched a video clip of jaejoong's an-an photoshoot, i heard him sing. Then i realized what i really miss- I MISS THE HARMONY THAT TVXQ MAKE WHEN THEIR FIVE MELODIES ARE TOGETHER.

If i'm selfish enough and have the power to stop the time during the years that they were working together i would have done it. I know they need each other now, but i guess they also need to work things on their own. And with that i give them all the time they need, i won't wish for the time to stop. Let the time continue and let them work independently. Let them show the world who they are, as kim jaejoong, jung yunho, shim changmin, park yoochun and kim junsu. It's painful to watch them individually but i know though i dont see it, the bond is still there. There's still the thread connecting the five of them. Someday, i know, i'll be able to hear that harmony again that made me fall in love with them the first time i heard them sing. i can wait for as long as they want me to. I may sometimes be impatient, but i will never lose the faith. I decided to watch over this group and i will watch over them until the end- whatever end there may be. :)