This was just supposed to be a tweet status until I realized that I was over exceeding the characters...
I was checking my tumblr dashboard and was looking for jpop jrock related posts but the kpop bias people that i follow overpower those whom i follow because of jpop or jrock. While browsing I mostly read posts from kpopsecrets. It's a tumblog meant for all those who can't say what they want to say about kpop but want to let it out and hide their identity. I for one submitted my own and it received reblogs with harsh comments. I think I just can't please everybody. But actually those things are nothing. What bothers me is the division i feel that's happening to cassiopeia. Now that jaejoong, junsu and yoochun recently (and still currently) having their thanksgiving concert in japan, the -jaechunsu- and -homin- division surfaced again. and i'm a bit sad...because of this there are misunderstandings...bashing from fans to fans...and it is really alarming.
I cannot say that I don't get tired of what is happening to them right now. It's almost a year. I am a little impatient but not to the point that i am losing the faith. Whatever happens, at least I can be proud and say that I believed in them all through out the end. Cassiopeia, you are the most awesome fandom that I have ever encountered so please hang on tight. As of now what we have are all of us. If you still believe in the idols whom you saw as family, then you, as their stars, should also see each other as family. They aren't divided. They are just giving themselves their own time. So you shouldn't be divided in any way. The stars in the sky wont form a constellation if they will not be connected to each other. So only if all of us hold on together, will cassiopeia be formed. So please please, i know it's tiring already, but please, don't lose hope. Not now. Not ever. You have proven everyone your loyal love for your idols. Let's prove them more. Let's wait patiently. We will never be sure of what will happen in the future, if they will make it again as five or if the worst happen, no one can ever tell. All we can promise them is that we will always be there. I think that if they didn't care of our existence, then they would just lock themselves in their room and never show their faces to the public ever again. But are they doing that? NO. And with the courage that they are showing to everyone, they deserve a stronger fandom. To be honest, I have not yet reached my 1 year in this fandom. So i think, to all of the others who have been with them through thick and thin, they are the one's who should be able to understand them the most. Let's wait a bit more. God always listens. I believe that if many people pray for one thing, it will be rewarded to them. Maybe God just thinks that it is still not the perfect time for them to comeback. Or maybe He's still preparing something better for those five. We can never tell but we can always pray for it. Keep praying and keep faith.
As what I have always been saying, I love Cassiopeia as much as I love TVXQ. I don't want TVXQ to break now and I don't want it to happen to their fans either. :)
