Friday, July 20, 2012

Emoshinki Punches: Right Hook, Left Hook.

@6002theMicky: 트윗...삭제할까...??

trans: Shall I delete... twitter...??

via @AllRiseXiahtic

07192012
And my timeline burst in virtual tears and pleading tweets. Not that I'm happy, but I wasn't sad as well. I think it's... numbness? :) Well I thought he had really deleted his account and how I was worried at that moment. But generally when he tweeted that I...really didn't feel anything. It doesn't really mean that I don't care but... I just don't feel like... believing it.

Sure, Park Yoochun is a really emotional type of person but I think that's the reason why I don't believe that tweet. He's emotional; too emotional to the point of saying/doing things without thinking of it. And once he have managed his emotions, he'll tweet again and say "Sorry for making you all worried. I am just too tired..." or something like that. The guy haven't had a best year so far. Yes he got into successful dramas, won awards, but he lost his father, he's being bothered by stalkers more often than the unusual. TV guesting and promotions as JYJ are still hard to achieve and the lawsuit is still on going. Yes he's fine in general but not all over fine so for the guy to be emotional, is just normal.

Thus for Yoochun to tweet that didn't really surprised me. At least he gave us a hint that he is not well. If it were the Yoochun before he would've drove alone in the middle of the night and drowned himself in alcohol. Maybe he also did that these past few days but he included us in his burden which I think is better than keeping everything to himself...alone.

He may really decide to delete his account but even if he does, I believe he'll come back. Why? Because the fans' pull of gravity is greater than the man's resistance.

And just when I finally finished this post and about to click publish, I read this tweet.
Yunho: Don't end up like us. Your group is everything to you. They are your family. After a few years pass by, stay exactly the way you are now. Don't listen to the "You won't last 5 years" comments. We lasted more than. Your members are your support system. If you have problems, talk it out. If you think something is unfair, talk to a member about it. If you are apart from each other, keep contact as much as you can. Never lose the closeness you guys have. Never feel like your feelings are a burden to everyone else. That's what family is for. To share the same burden and help get rid of it. If someone makes you angry or you make someone angry, don't wait until it's too late to let them know or apologize for what was did and or said. Because that one simple foolish fight will be what leaves you never speaking to that person again.


@AKTF2012 



Why must these happen all in one blow? :(


Some said that what Yunho said on the video was not the same with the translation. If that's the case then that's really disappointing. I felt bad reading the translation without looking further into details but I felt worse when I learned of the possibility that it wasn't real. It's not because I want that translation to be real and said by Yunho but because it was as if that someone played with my feelings. I feel hurt and sad; the feeling of being heartbroken. Fans of all those five are already experiencing too much more than what any fan can ever imagine. I hope people can just stop... minding us. Please let us support all five and just let us hold onto that tiny hope that in the end, our wish will be granted; no matter how long, no matter how impossible. What wish? A wish won't come true if said right? So even that, please just leave it all to us.


I've received blows after blows long before; almost 3 years to be accurate. Getting this far, I won't get knocked down right away. There are times when the counting is almost close to end, but even before the bell rings, I stand up. I know these emoshinki punches will happen more often than the usual but I'm up with the match. I'm a masochist after all.